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The Blessed One	By : InnocentLittleFlower Category: Twilight Series > Het Views: 2944 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0
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A/N: Okay everyone here it is finally Jacob’s POV. Sorry this wasn’t put up earlier but school once again took over life. But I really wanted to get this done before Christmas because I have also got a little Christmas gift for all my followers and readers. As a thank you for making this one of my most followed stories the wolf pack wanted to say Merry Christmas to all of you…. I had planted on at least getting the line art done before now but again school so here is the rough draft sketch for all of you. Here is the link to the picture just take out the spaces. http : / / bratyprincess198 . deviantart . com / art / A-Mery-Wolvey-Christmas- 147435319 Sorry I know that’s a lot of work but as of right now that’s the only way I know how to post it in here and it not go all crazy.

Now I am going to shut up and let you read. This one is slightly longer than Natalie’s POV coming in at a whopping 12 pages in Word

I was woken up pretty early the next morning only getting a total of maybe three hours of sleep. Sam was there standing and waiting for me as I opened my eyes. Sam really did have a ability to make you feel like you’re a puppy that just got in trouble for peeing on the rug.

“We need to go over a few things Jacob.” Sam said

I sat up rubbing my face “I thought Natalie told me everything last night” I mumbled

“She did but there is more you need to know now go change” Sam said

I stood up grumbling. How could he possibly that awake after last night had he even slept. I grabbed a pair of shorts and replaced the ones I was wearing. I headed for my bathroom to freshen up some and caught a glare from Sam.

What was that for? I was doing what he asked me to do he didn’t have any reason to be angry at me. I looked in my bathroom mirror and the sight scared me. I looked horrible I got my hands wet and tried to straighten out some of the kinks in my long hair. I set work to brushing my teeth and headed back out to the living room. Sam turned and walked out the door and I followed. He headed straight for his house Emily greeted us with a smile she gave Sam a kiss and gave me a huge plate full of eggs, sausage and hash browns and there was a pile of toast on the table.

“Eat up Jake you’re going to need it” Emily said with a smile

I sat down and looked around the kitchen noticing everyone there but Natalie.

“Were is Natalie” I asked

“She is still sleeping.” Emily said

“Won’t she miss breakfast then?” I asked

Paul laughed “If you want to wake her up by all means go ahead.”

“We let Natalie sleep in when she can, when she got in she was in a lot of pain from her ankle so the longer she can sleep the better” Emily smiled

When she mentioned Natalie’s ankle I remembered last night and knocking her down. She was hurting because of me she was probably angry with me for hurting her I would have to apologize later. I sat there with the other guys eating listening to them joke and tells stories I still wasn’t awake enough to be joking around.

“So when does he get the cut?” Paul asked with a smirk

“Once everyone is done with breakfast” Sam said

“Cut?” I asked that didn’t sound good not good one bit.

“Your hair, it needs to be cut that way your fur won’t be to long” Embery said

I looked at my hair I hadn’t cut it in a while I don’t think Bella would really like that.

Everyone finished up their food and I found myself in a chair in the middle of the kitchen as Emily cutting my hair. As everyone watched Paul had a huge grin on his face. He seemed to be enjoying this too much.

“Jacob You cannot tell Bella what we are” Sam said as he stood in front of me my arms crossed.

“What? Why she already knows about the vampires.” I said
“It’s too dangerous Jacob to be safe I’m going have to make that an injunction. I know how much Bella means to you and I’m only doing it for safety purposes” Sam said

“Injunction?” I asked

“It makes it were you can’t tell her no matter how much you try Jake” Embery said

“I can’t believe this” I mumbled

I was really starting to hate all of this. Once Emily had finished my hair Sam led us out of a quick patrol before lunch. I had to admit running while a wolf was almost like flying. Having the wind in your hair and your paws hitting the ground thrusting you forward I could easily get use to that. When we got back Natalie still was no were in sight. Emily had just finished the food when we walked through he door Sam went over giving her a kiss as we sat down to eat. It was a few minutes into us eating that Natalie appeared she was wearing the same cotton night gown from last night. It was brown and pink plaid the only thing keeps it up was the spaghetti straps resting on her shoulders.

Due to everything that I had going on through my head last night I didn’t realize how cute she looked in it. She had always been dressed in jeans and had a little bit more of a tomboyish wardrobe then most of the other girls. Grant it everything was forming fitting and girly but we never saw her in a skirt or a dress. She looked really pretty this way.

She commented on the fact that Emily hadn’t looked at her ankle when she got home as she headed for the bridge. Now was my chance to apologize for knocking her over so I got up from my food and began to walk over. My palms began to feel sweaty and I got really nervous, why had I become so nervous to talk to her all a sudden. My heart pounded in my chest as I reached the fridge.

“Natalie I’m so sorry about last night I didn’t…..” I began but before I could finish she stood up from the fridge and cut me off.

“Someone please inform Jacob of how things work here” She sighed turning around and began to walk away. I could hear some of the guys trying to stiffen their laughs as Natalie completely brushed me off. Like we had never been friends before. What had happened this wasn’t My Natalie.

“Here Natalie let me” Emily said taking the food from Natalie as she walked across the kitchen.

“Natalie isn’t a morning person she can be pissy when she first wakes up” Paul said

Natalie lifted herself up onto the counter to sit as I went back to my food.

“As opposed to you were you are pissy all the time” she said as she sat there.

She was completely open with all of the guys here. There was a more lightness to her that wasn’t there during school. I could defiantly see the wall now that she put up to keep others out when we were at school. That wall was now directed at me as well I didn’t like this feeling I felt like I would die without her I had to fix it.
Sam was knelt down in front of her checking on her ankle. I watched as they conversed.

“Well there isn’t any bruising or major swelling. It was stupid of you to come last night” Sam said

“Like you could of calmed Jacob without me” She responded after swallowing some juice

“You didn’t even bother with your cast last night Natalie you could of made your ankle worse or even broken it again.” Sam scolded standing up

“Well if you had come to get me like I asked I wouldn’t of had to run now would I” she growled

“It does not matter you should have known, I allow you to sleep with it off but pull a stunt like that again and ill change my mind” Sam said

“What are you going to alpha order me because we both know that won’t work” she replied.

I had to give it to her she had spunk when it came to standing up to her cousin. He didn’t scare her at all I guess that could be because she had known him her whole life and knew he wouldn’t intentionally set out to hurt her.

“No but I might just take your laptop or iPod” Sam said

She up and took her food from Emily and began to eat after her threaten to take her laptop and iPod away. I knew Natalie cherished both those items she never went to school without her iPod and I’m assuming when she was hope her laptop was that same.

“See told you” Paul said leaning over to me

I had to stiffen a snort when a can opener connected with the side of his head. She wasn’t afraid of any of the guys. Which surprised me since she didn’t transform into a wolf making her incredibly smaller than them but yet she wasn’t intimidated at all. Paul rubbed his head and growled some before going back to his food.

“Natalie I want you and Embery to help Jacob get a better hold on phasing back and forth he has it down pretty well but I want him to practice some more.” Sam said

I coughed nearly choking on my food. Why in hell did he want me to practice that more I had it down to an art. We did that all last night he had to be joking not to mention Natalie would be there. Natalie didn’t seem too happy about it either but didn’t argue she told me and Embery to head to the clearing while she got dressed.

Once we got to the clearing Embery leaned against a tree with a smile on his face, I didn’t really feel like talking so I just stood there kicking at the dirt my hands in my pocket thinking to myself how much I wanted to beat Sam to a bloody pulp right now. How could he put me in such an embarrassing situation right now? I also still need to figure out how to fix things with Natalie and how I could see Bella.

“Aw come on Natalie we aren’t that bad are we?” I heard Embery ask.

I didn’t bother to look up there was no real point to it. It was Natalie to give me my stupid lesson and I didn’t want to let her see how twisted up I was right now.

“Jacob don’t beat yourself up over last night it is not the first time one of you guys have knocked me down” She sighed

To late…she really was good a reading me once I fixed everything I would have to figure out how that was.

I looked up a little bit.

“You’re not angry anymore?” I asked

“I wasn’t ever angry Jacob I’m always like that when I first wake up most of the time worse but your knew so I gave you fair warning” She explained

Or maybe not…

“But Jared…” I began but stopped myself and looked to the side “Never mind lets get this over with I want to get home and get some sleep”

“Okay let’s do this strip and we will get started” she said

Embery began with taking his shoes off then went to work on his shorts.

“What?!” Jacob exclaimed I wanted to die right there. She actually wanted to strip right there and she said it like it was nothing.

“You need to take your clothes off unless your want to ruin those shoes and shirt” she said

“But I can’t do that in front of you.” I said

“You didn’t mind the lack of cloths last night with the pack” She said nonchalantly what was with her. How could she just act like seeing me or any of the other guys naked wasn’t a big deal especially her cousin didn’t she find that the least bit awkward.

“Yeah but there all guys that’s different” I said

She sighed and pinched the bridge of her nose “Jacob at one point or another I will see it I see everything that you guys see when you are a wolf I would have seen it last night if I had not been asleep.”

I had forgotten about that part. Even though she did not turn into a wolf she still heard our thoughts whenever we were phased even if she hadn’t transformed she still heard them and saw what we did. But that still didn’t make anything easier or less embarrassing.

“But...” I said

“If it will make you feel better you can go into the tree and transform if you want but that really would defeat the purpose of why I’m out here for” she sighed why was she being so damn difficult.
“Fine” I sighed giving in.
I striped trying to avoid contact with her. I’m sure my face was beat read as I tried to phase but my mind was rushing with the things that she could be thinking right now. Then I saw it out of the corner of my eye that dangerous twinkle in her eyes.

“Embery Phase and attack me” she said looking straight at my.

What?! My heart began to speed up, he wouldn’t actually do that would he. She could’t be serious I would snap her in half. I would kill him if he did. My eyes kept darting from Embery and Natalie. That overwhelming urge to protect her was back full force.

“I don’t think Sam would like that” Embery said

“I’ll handle Sam just do it” She said not taking her eyes from mine.

“Okay it’s your head not mine” Embery said

“I already told him Embery now hurry up” She said

I felt my hands starting to shake as he backed up some and transformed. The bastered was actually going to do it. Before I knew what had happened I was on top of Embery growling and snarling holding him down.

“Okay okay Jacob Back off” She called

I slowly backed of giving him warning growls incase he decided to do something stupid again. Embery stayed there laughing, I would really like to know who all of this was so terribly funny.

“That was good Natalie how did you figure out that would work?” Embery asked

“Last night Jacob was very protective of me see Jacob is more level headed than Paul and rather embarrassed about being naked in front of me so it would have been difficult to get him upset but he became very agitated when Sam bossed me around. It almost work like the whole imprinting protect with your life deal is the best way I can explain It.” she explained to Embery.

“Do you think….” Embery began

“No…” she said quickly and flatly cutting him off. There was obviously something they knew that Natalie didn’t want me knowing.

“But he could….” Embery began

“No he can’t just drop it Embery why don’t you go meet up with Sam ill handle Jacob for now” She said

Once Embery was gone she turned to me “You can change back and get dressed I won’t look”

She then turned her back to me and didn’t turn around until I had given the okay. I stood there looking at her. She was in her normal jeans hoodie and boots her hair was down and her eyes were dull again. Her wall was up. No one was around so I could see if I could bring down that wall.

“Why did you cry last night” I asked softly

“I was in pain Jacob I ran here without my soft cast I’ve only been without my hard cast for a sort while” she said

“Embery said you were upset about Bella” I continued

“It doesn’t matter Jacob” she said flatly crossing my arms.

“You don’t smile anymore I haven’t seen you smile since New Year’s” I went on

She went and sat under a tree pouring some hot chocolate into the small cup that was the cap and took a drink.

“I have smiled since then.” she said

“Not a real smile Natalie when you smile the hurt and pain in your eyes disappear they become soft and warm” I said I knew that smile better than anyone. That smile that lit up her whole face and warmed you down to the core, I missed it I longed to see it every time I saw her.

She looked to the side and to the ground adverting her eye contact with me. I had struck something caught her off guard this was good.
“Was it because I stopped spending time with you, because I spent so much time with Bella. If I hurt you I promise I won’t do it again Natalie” I said

“Because you’re so great and keeping promises Jacob, Listen you have promised not to every leave or hurt Bella but you also promising not to hurt me either and you can’t make that promise to either of us and be able to keep it.” she said still not looking at me keeping her eyes on the leaf covered ground

“What do you mean Natalie; you are one of my best friends. I don’t want you to not be in my life you and Bella both mean the world to me if I’m not thinking about her I’m thinking about you. I don’t like to see the pain in your eyes that is a constant resident” I said trying to convince her I didn’t want to be without her.

“You can’t keep that promise Jacob because Bella will be hurting once she figures out you are avoiding her because of Sam’s order and she will also be hurt when she finds out her Jacob likes another girl as well, as for me I can’t stand by and see the way you look at her and not hurt, my feelings for you run deeper for you than you think.” She continued to explain.
I just stood there, that’s why she stayed away because she liked me more than a friend. It hurt her to see the feeling I had to Bella, But I had those same feelings for her too I had been too blind to see it, to blinded by Bella to realize what that feeling I was feeling for her was. The constant need to see her smile or her eyes the protectiveness I felt for her from the begging.

“Listen I’m not expecting you to return my feelings because I know you want Bella that’s why I starting staying away.” she said standing up and whipping off her jeans

“Why don’t you go home and get som….” I closed the gab quickly between us cutting her off with my lips. I placed her hands on her shoulders holding her there as I kissed her. She stood there stiff at first and then she began to push on me it was the wetness of her tear that stopped me. I had made her cry why was she crying didn’t she just say she cared about me.

She stumbled backwards “Don’t do that Jacob!”

“But you said…” I began confused

“I do but you don’t at least not enough to just be with me. I don’t want any false hope Jacob you can’t make me feel like that” she said as tears continued to roll down her face.

My heart felt like it was being squeezed as I saw the tears I caused. I didn’t mean to hurt her I merely wanted to show her I felt the same way for her. “Natalie don’t cry please” I said taking a step closer

“Please Jacob don’t you don’t understand how much this tears me up.” She said backing away.

“Jacob go home” Sam’s voice came

I looked to my right and saw Sam coming out of the trees walking towards Natalie. It was weird though he didn’t look angry he looked almost remorseful.
“Sam I…” I began

“I know Jacob just go home” Sam said softly going over to Natalie.

“Come on Natalie were going home too.” Sam said wrapping an arm around her shoulder.

I sighed and began to head to my house. This was turning out to be a horrible say First I lose Bella and now I might have ruined everything with Natalie and there was no avoiding her.
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