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The Blessed One	By : InnocentLittleFlower Category: Twilight Series > Het Views: 2944 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0
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I sat on the other side of my bedroom door listening to Sam and Emily talk in the kitchen. It was later and they probably though I was still asleep. I wiped a tear from my cheek I don’t think the tears had even stopped in my sleep. I could feel the nagging tug and urge to be near Jacob I wanted nothing but to be next to him right now but it wasn’t possible not while he still loved Bella as well. I would have to sit back and wait knowing that he was meant to be mine did not help ease the pain of knowing he loved another.

“I don’t know what to do Emily; I hoped having those two spend some time alone might help.” I heard my cousin Sam in the kitchen.
“Are you sure it was the right thing to bring her here Sam. I love her as much as your do but it seems she has just so many stumbles since being here I don’t know how many more her poor soul can take.” Emily said

My breath caught in my throat they wouldn’t really turn me away would they. They couldn’t I didn’t have anywhere to go.

“I don’t know Emily, it’s just I had to do something I’ve felt so guilty since they died I wasn’t there to protect her or my aunt and uncle and because of that Natty has been so deeply wounded seeing it through her eyes and hearing her blame herself over and over its heart retching.” Sam said

I stood up and put my hand on my door.

“You know for sure that Jacob is the one?” Emily asked

“Yes it’s almost like it started but then got stuck. I saw it in his eyes the other night he was ready to lay down his life for Natalie it’s just stuck for some reason and I don’t know how to fix it.” Sam said

“Maybe we should take her away from him for a little bit send he away just for a little while go home and visit friends back home or something” Emily said

I couldn’t take it anymore I couldn’t take the sending me away talk. I ran out of my room and threw myself at Sam wrapping my arms around his neck and nestling her face into his neck.

“Please don’t send me away please I don’t want to leave” I begged

I felt Sam’s strong arms wrap around me and a hand rest on my hair.

“I’m not going to make you go anywhere Natty. I promise you will always have a place here” Sam spoke softly

I don’t know how long I clung to Sam I only remember wakening up the next morning in my bed securely tucked up in my quilt. I slowly made my way out to the living room were Natalie found Emily folding some laundry.

“You’re up early would you like some breakfast” Emily asked with a smile

I sat down on the love seat in the leaving room curling up some and nodded. Emily got up and patted my head as she walked past me into the kitchen. I stared at the TV I really didn’t want to be here today in the house where I could run into Jacob, but what could I do. I sat there contemplating options on what I could do while Emily was fixing me some breakfast. I could go see if Leah wanted to do something but that wasn’t likely being Sam’s younger cousin automatically put me on her shit list. I hadn’t really gotten to know any girls at school I had been when the guys most of the time. Emily handed me a plate.

“Don’t think so heard you’ll blow a blood vessel” Emily smiled

“Thanks” I said taking the plate and begging to eat.

Emily sat back down on the couch folding her laundry.

“So what has your mind ticking” Emily asked

“Trying to figure out what to do so I don’t have to see Jacob” I said between bites

“Natalie I know it’s difficult to deal with right now but I’m sure Jacob is hurting just as much as you are.” Emily said

“It’s easy for you to say those things Emily with you and Sam everything was so absolute with me I’m attached like you are to Sam but Jacob he is stuck half way and I don’t know if he is ever going to be unstuck. I might be stuck being hopelessly in love with him and he might end up unsure the rest of his life.” I said looking over at her.

“It hurts more than you can imagine being linked to someone and not being able to cut that link just so you don’t feel the pain from the tugging you feel when he isn’t around and you know that he is with someone else that you know he has deep feelings for” I continued

“Your right you need to get off the rez today why don’t you go into Port Angeles and do a little bit of shopping the spring formal at school is coming up why don’t you go find a dress or something.” Emily said

“I’m not going” I said

“Why not?” Emily asked

“I don’t like going to dances they are for couples” I said finishing up my food.

I stood up taking my plate to the kitchen. I took a long breath and rubbed my hands over my face then it hit me I had promised Emily a girl’s night I could make it into a girl’s day. I walked into the living room.

“Forget the laundry and the guys me and you are leavening” I said

“What do you mean Natalie” Emily asked

“I owe you a girl’s night and we are going to make it into a girl’s day out. My treat my allowance has been piling up so change cloths if you want the guys and figure out food by themselves we are going out” I said

I walked into my room and proceeded to get dressed when I came out Emily had changed into what she called her going out cloths. I had my keys and handed them to her as we walked out to the car.

“Where are we going?” Emily asked

“Port Angeles I’m going to show you how a real girls day out is like” I Said looking over to her

“Oh is this something you and your friends did back home?” Emily asked as she began to drive

“No…it’s something me and my mom did together.” I said

Emily looked over at me for a second and I could see a hint of sadness in her eyes but a sense of honor as well as I was sharing something special I did with my mother with her.

It wasn’t until we were half way there and let down the guard that kept the guys from my thoughts to let Sam know that me and Emily would be gone for the day and then closed the barrier once again. I chuckled at the complaints I hear from the guys especially Paul about Emily not cooking lunch.

“What?” Emily asked

“Paul and the others aren’t happy about being stuck with lunch meat sandwiches for lunch.” I said

“Maybe we should go back then” Emily said

“No…No you spend too much time taking care of them and me this is the day were we get to take care of us” I said

The day was spent getting out nails done we both got a nice trip at the salon had lunch and went window shopping. I had bought Emily a nice dress for her and Sam’s Anniversary that was coming up soon. It was so nice to get away from the guys and be a girl for a little bit by time we had gotten home Paul and Jared were passed out on the couch and Sam was in the kitchen trying to cook. We walked in as quite as we could.

“Was it that rough of a day” I asked

“They are taking a nap they are going to be with Jacob on his first official all night patrol.” Sam said

“You’re not going to be on patrol tonight?” Emily asked

“No I thought the three of us could have a quite night in I stopped and got some popcorn from the store and some ice cream as well I have Nana’s smoothie recipe” Sam said

Emily and I looked at each other and smiled.

“So I take it the three of you had a nice day out” Sam said stirring the soup that was on the stove.

We giggled some and nodded as we walked to go put our things away.

A/N: So that concludes this chapter. I hope everyone is having a good start to their new years eve I have posted the final line art of the picture for all of you. That was my Holiday gift to all of you for your patience and being so supportive and encouraging. I have another Little treat if any of you wish to talk to me directly get to know me and such and keep on track with FanFic’s when I’m writing or what horrible responsibility life had thrown at me to keep me from writing you can follow my Twitter I have set up for my FanFic Fans. I’m keeping this separate from my personal Twitter so my friends don’t get too confused by my post. The address to the twitter is www(dot)twitter(dot)com(forwardslash)LittleAngelKusa . I will be responding to comments and really actually reading this if any of you wish to just say hello or have any questions about my stories or if I’ve been absent to ask what the hell is going on lol.
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