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The Blessed One	By : InnocentLittleFlower Category: Twilight Series > Het Views: 2944 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0
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A/N: You are not going crazy you didn’t miss Jacobs POV I just couldn’t come up with any events to come up with for a chapter in Jacobs POV and as well all probably know Jacob probably spent the day sulking contemplating on Bella and Natalie. But I promise we will get some Natalie and Jacob WAFF in this chapter. I’ve been stressed with my final projects so I need something warm and fuzzy.

A week had passed since Jacob and I had our conversation in the forest and I had been diligent at making sure I was no were in sight when he came around the house, and it was now March first Sam and Emily’s anniversary they had gone out for the night and I was now sitting at home alone and I had free reign of motion since I took my cast off for the night. I was dressed in my most comfortable pajama’s had my glasses on so I didn’t have to worry about my contacts and my hair was up in a pony tail. I was walking into the kitchen to start my dinner when a knock at the door stopped me. Both Paul and Embry were on patrol tonight and Jacob and Jared were supposed to take over early in the morning so it was odd any one would be at the door. I walked to the door and opened it. I growled inwardly my perfect streak of keeping away from Jacob was just ruined.

“Ummm Jacob Sam’s not home tonight remember” I said standing there looking up at him.

“Yeah I know I just I had to see you Natalie” Jacob said his voice sounded desperate.

“I’ve been going mad not seeing you” Jacob added

“Jacob…” I began

“Please just let me stay for a little bit I’ve been thinking and I want to talk.” Jacob said

I sighed and began for the kitchen again “Have you eaten?”

I heard the door shut and Jacob’s footsteps follow me “no”

I opened up the fridge and took out a large bowl that had a lid on top of it. I set it on the table as I got a pan to put on the stove. After turning the stove on I poured the contents of the bowl into the pot. I hear a chair scoot out.

“mmm Emilie’s Beef stew” Jacob said

“Actually it’s my recipe” I said turning around looking at him.

He sat there and had somewhat of a dreamy look on his face.

“Really I assumed it was hers since she was the one cooking it.” Jacob said

“It’s hard for me to cook and get around with my cast” I said turning back around to stir the stew.

Once it was reheated I got two bowl one normal and then a large one for Jacob. I filled them up got two spoons and carried the bowls over setting the large one in front of Jacob. I sat on the other side of the table and began to eat.

“I thought a lot about what you said the other day Natalie” Jacob said

“Your right I can’t keep my promise to both of you without hurting one of you. Do I care about Bella yes do I care about you most defiantly this whole week without you I found out that I can’t be without you. It’s physically impossible I found myself becoming panicked and upset that I couldn’t see you. It was like I was missing a part of me.” Jacob said

“By realizing that though I think I can kind of sympathize with Bella on how she feels about her blood sucker.” Jacob continued

“Jacob I’m not asking you to leave Bella” I said softly
“I know and I’m not but knowing what if feels like I can’t leave her but the night I transformed she also pretty much told me that she didn’t like me that way, I told her I was prepared to be as persistent as I could be in order to get her to love me. I don’t know if I’m still willing to put up that fight now that I feel the way I do about you Natalie but I do know one thing I can’t leave her vulnerable to the blood suckers” Jacob said

“I’m not going to sit here and lie and tell you that I don’t love you and I want to spend the rest of my life with you while I still have these feelings for Bella but I just want you to be there…” Jacob continued

I couldn’t take it anymore I felt myself falling apart so I stood up and took my now empty bowl to the sing and stood there gripping the counter. I head Jacobs’s hair scoot out and he placed a hand on my shoulder and slowly turned me around.

“Be there so I can make you smile so I can see the life in your eyes again. Be there so neither one of us has to feel this aching pull at our chest when we aren’t near each other.” Jacob said placing one of her large rough hands on my cheek

I placed my hand over his and leaned into his palm “I don’t know if I’m strong enough to stand by and just watch Jacob that ach you have felt while I’ve been hiding it doubles when I see the way you look at her. What’s worse is knowing why that ach is there and knowing how to make it stop but not being able to do anything about it.”

“Is it that imprinting thing I’ve heard Paul and Embry walking about?” Jacob asked

I nodded softly as a tear slipped from my eye lashes “We believe I’m supposed to be your imprint that’s why you get so protective of me when you feel there is a threat and why you feel that ach when I’m around but for some reason it’s like your imprint got stuck hung up…” I began to explain

“You have a theory on why don’t you” Jacob said softly

“We think it’s because of your feelings for Bella it’s almost like the imprint can’t complete until you are fully able to let go of those feelings. I know it will happen one day I just don’t know when.” I replied

“I’m sorry Natalie” Jacob said

I shook my head opening my eyes looking up at him “Don’t be its nothing any of us can control. It hurts to admit that because I want so bad to blame someone but I know it’s out of everyone’s hands we can’t do anything we just have to let things take their course”

“I’ll do my best to be there for you Natalie to reassure you I promise you I won’t leave you and ill figure out how to fix all this” Jacob said

I took a deep breath “I’ll be there Jacob but let me go if it get to be too much just let me go”

Jacob nodded and pulled me to him hugging me close “I promise Natalie ill find a way to make all of this work”

I held onto him like my life depended on it not knowing when my next chance would be to have a moment like this with Jacob when nothing mattered but the two of us. Later that night we found ourselves on the couch just talking. He had asked what he had missed after Embry had phased for the first time I told him my birthday had passed on Valentine’s Day and I was now seventeen. It was on the subject of birthday’s that I remembered something and jumped up and went back into my room and came back out. Sitting back down I held out a necklace that was almost identical to mine to him it had the same color jasper beads as his coat along with the howlite and hairpipe beads and spacers.

“Consider it a late birthday gift” I smiled

“The other guys have one of these” Jacob said

“Yeah I made them Emily has one two that matches Sam’s I coordinate the jasper to go with the fur coats and the imprints will get matching ones I made yours this week while I was hiding.” I said

Jacob put it on and smiled.

“I’m going to tell you the same thing I told the others take them off before you phase or ill have to charge you for repairs” I said

“Thank you Natalie” Jacob said

He slowly brought his lips to mine his kiss was more gentle and assured than the last time he had kissed me and this time I felt myself respond. He pulled me close lying back on the couch with me lying on top of him. Things didn’t go past that kiss but I remembered falling asleep to the sound of Jacob’s heart beat and having a over whelming feeling of happiness this is how it was suppose to be just me and Jacob without Bella.

Sam and Emily came in really late that night finding both me and Jacob asleep on the couch I still laid on top of him my ear rested just above his heart with is large arms wrapped around me. Emily smiled softly and went to cover me up but Sam stopped her knowing I would be kept warm with the heat that came from Jacob’s body. The two disappeared into their bed room and for the first time since my parents had died I had been truly happy and content without the slighted twinge of sadness or feeling lost and abandoned.
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