The Blessed One | By : InnocentLittleFlower Category: Twilight Series > Het Views: 2944 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0 |
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A/N: I want to thank ForeverTwilight and Icarus_Complex for my first two comments.
ForeverTwilight: I wish I could take credit with my writing but I got the idea from Ysar. I love how her story has both Bella’s and Jacobs POV so I thought I would try it out on this I have had the idea for a while ever since I started my other story but I was always to busy getting a chapter out for that or school or something caused me not to get this written. This is also my second attempt at first person writing so I hope I’m not botching it or anything.
Icarus_Complex: Thanks for the constructive criticism ^_^ it wasn’t over harsh at all. Sorry about my punctuation though I have to say that has to be the first time it has ever really been stated in a critique normally it’s my gram aim getting lectured on. I know punctuation falls in that category but you where more specific which helps A LOT. I have caught myself where the where and were in this chapter I plan on going back and correcting the last two chapter either tonight or tomorrow but I will go back and correct them.
So to everyone else thanks for reading and if you see anything else that needs correcting please let me know and if anyone wants to be my Beta that would be even better lol.
A week had passed since I had started school Wyatt had stopped talking to me altogether. This I’m assuming had to do with Jared confronting the boy the next morning. I arrived to school with the image of Jared staring at the boy talking to him, I could hold my own against Jared and even the image of him standing there had me a little scared I could only imagine what Wyatt was feeling. I slammed my hand on my alarm clock for the third time this morning hitting the snooze button. I pulled the covers over my head as my bedroom door opened letting in light from the kitchen.
“Natalie you need to get up or you’re going to wind up late” Emily’s sweet caring voice spoke
I just gave a soft moan sitting up. She turned on my light sending me back under my covers. I heard her give a soft chuckle as she closed my door with a click. I slowly inched my way out of my covers adjusting my eyes to the light. I sat up once again throwing my blankets off me and stretched as I stood up. I was so grateful for carpet if the floor had been wood or anything else the floor would be freezing. I went over to my small dresser and opened up a drawer pulling out a long sleeved blue and light grey stretchy shirt with a v neck in the sleeves it had thumb holes along with that and my new gloves Emily had gotten for me I might just be able to survive the winter. I grabbed a bra and panties then made my way over to my closet and grabbed my favorite pair of jeans. I pulled the jeans from the hanger and looked down at them. They were covered in tribal markings. I had gotten bored one day at my grandmothers and she had really been in a foul mood that day. Like always she had taken it out on me degrading me from being half Quiluete something my father had taken great pride in as well as my mother. I was proud of my heritage. So I grabbed one of my permanent markers and began drawing on my pants. I couldn’t help but laugh remembering the look on my grandmother’s face when she saw them.
I carried my clothes into the bathroom closing and locking the door. I could hear both Paul and Jared in the kitchen along with Sam and Emily. Paul was almost a permanent fixture the only time he wasn’t here was if he was off on patrol or sleeping at his house. I put my clothes on the sink and went over to the shower turning on and adjusting the water testing it with my hand. Once I was satisfied I got undressed and jumped in the shower. I let the water fall around me wetting my hair and skin. I always loved showers it was one of the places I felt like I could let all guards down for a few minutes I could feel free. There was a draw back thought sometimes it caused me to think, think a little bit too much this morning was one of those insistences it was only five days until my parents death and the images were becoming harder to fight. This morning what had crept up on me wasn’t the image of my parent’s bloodied mangled bodies staring back at me with lifeless eyes but the screams of my parents screaming for help. I clutched my head and shook it trying to get rid of the memory. Once they had stopped I went to work washing and conditioning my hair and washing my body off. I turned the water off grabbing the towel and dried off. I wrapped the towel around myself and got under the sink pulling out my hair dryer and began to blow dry my hair. After blow drying I went to work getting dressed by now my mirror had unfogged and I got my makeup bag from under the sink and got to work on that. Just as I was putting everything away someone began to bang on the door.
“Damn it Natalie hurry up I have to pee” Paul’s voice called
“Well you’re a wolf and a man, go in the woods like a good doggy” I called
“Don’t be an ass Natalie” He yelled through the door as I unlocked it.
I opened the door and glared up at him “Want to say that again?”
“Just move” Paul said
I rolled my eyes and walked out of the bathroom and into the kitchen. I was sitting down at the table taking a bite of my oatmeal when Paul came out with a not so happy look on his face.
“What’s wrong Paul” Emily asked him
“The damn bathroom smells like a damn garden in full bloom” Paul grumbled
“Well if you don’t like it leave you do have your own house” I said with a smirk
“I was here first” Paul said
I scoffed “do you have any idea how childish you just sounded and you know very well I can’t go anywhere else I’m not eighteen other wise I would of just moved back to Georgia or something” I said
“It’s a price you have to pay to live with a girl Paul get use to it” Sam said from his spot next to me.
After I had finished my oatmeal I went back into my room I sat on the edge of my bed pulling on a pair of socks before my boots. I grabbed my bag and walked to the front door pulling on my jacket and hat then my gloves. Emily walked over with my lunch in hand.
“Have a good day Natalie” She smiled
“Thanks Emily, see you this afternoon” I said taking my lunch and headed out of the house grabbing my Ipod from my bag and putting my ear buds in as the music began to play. I placed the Ipod in my back pocket as I began to trek to school. I had been surprised it hadn’t snowed yet we had gotten a bunch of sleet last night but no snow. I almost fell backwards when someone grabbed my shoulders from behind me but thanks to those hands they kept me held up right.
I turned and looked at Jacob and Quil. I pulled my ear buds out of my ears and gave a smile.
“Hey guys”
“Sorry about that I didn’t mean to almost make you fall” Quil said
“I thought you would have been more graceful considering you have been a dancer for most your life” Jacob said
“Yeah well we don’t have ice on the dance floor and I don’t ever remember living anywhere with it so it’s a new obstacle for me” I replied
“You’re a dancer?” Quil asked
“Yeah I have taken Ballet for years though I don’t think I will anymore I think the nearest studio is in Seattle” I said walking with the two boys.
The walk to school went a lot faster than it normally did. Today was one of the days were you really didn’t do anything in your classes. You either sat around talking or watching movies. In science Jacob and I sat in the dark room playing tic-tac toe in the light of the TV that was playing the newest Star Wars movie. I couldn’t help but laugh softly when I beat him for the fourth straight
“Okay either your letting me win or you really suck” I whispered
“I suck…I never really played this very much as a kid me Quil and Embry were to busy playing in the mud” Jacob grinned
“Who is Embry?” I asked they hadn’t introduced me to anyone named Embry.
“He is my other friend he dose his school online. The three of us are kind of like the three musketeers.” Jacob explained
“Any other friends you don’t want to share?” I asked with a smile. Jacob was so easy to talk to. That warm smile and those caring eyes just made you relaxed gave you a sense of security.
“Just my friend Bella she lives in Forks her dad is the Police chief but her boyfriend just up and left and broke up with her. She hasn’t taken it very well” Jacob said
“Oh yeah Sam told me about her. Told me about her boyfriend and his family too” I said looking out to the window.
It was because of that family that I and turned into what I had even though I hadn’t lived anywhere near the reservation I couldn’t run from it.
“I’m sorry to hear she is having such a hard time with it, but as long as she has a friend like you I’m sure she will pull through” I said
“Do you miss your friends?” Jacob asked
“I didn’t really have to many friends in TX I was home schooled and my grandmother didn’t like me and being the old bat she was she liked to talk so some things got spread around that didn’t give me a good image” I said weaving my fingers in my hair as I rested my head in my hand looking at Jacob.
“Can I ask what kind of an image you had?” Jacob asked
“A murder” I said flatly
Jacob’s eyes grew large “why is that?”
“Remember how I told you guys that my parents were killed?” I asked
Jacob nodded
“Well they were murdered on Christmas the police found me unconscious with their blood on me I was a little banged up myself. I was cleared of the charges with in 24 hours, but in my grandmothers eyes and with her high disgust of me it didn’t make for a good story” I said
“How did they clear you” Jacob asked
“Well the fact that I had bruises on me and well as some pretty bad scratches I cant really beat myself up now car I, and with my testimony went along with the evidence so yeah” I sighed.
“I’m sorry I know what its like to lose a parent my mom died when I was younger but I don’t really remember her whole lot. It still isn’t something you would really wish on anyone” Jacob said I could see the sincerity in his eyes I couldn’t help but give a small smile.
“Thanks Jacob.” I said
Just as our conversation ended the bell rang releasing us to our winter break. As Jacob and I walked out of class I headed for my locker.
“Tell Quil ill meet you guys outside I have to get my jacket and gloves” I called over the other students talking
“Okay” Jacob said stuffing his hands in his pockets and headed the opposite direction.
I made it to my locket and was pulling my jacket out of it when Jared walked up.
“Sam wants you to come straight home after school he caught the scent of one of them around lunch and he doesn’t want you out wondering around.” Jared said
“I am just as capable of protecting myself as you guys are.” I said pulling on my jacket
“Yes but you don’t recover like we do and their bites are lethal to us” Jared whispered.
“Fine” I sighed smoothing out my hair as I pulled my hat on.
I walked away pulling on my gloves I spotted Quil and Jacob talking by a bush. I ran over and ended up running into Jacob to stop as I slid on the ice.
“Okay let’s go Sam wants me to come straight home and I don’t want the third degree” I said
We laughed and joked on the way home. The last stretch of pavement I walked alone Jacob and Quil’s house came before Emily’s but I wasn’t alone for very long. I walked into the house taking my jacket off along with my gloves and hat. I hung everything up and slipped my shoes off. I heard Emily’s cheerful humming in the kitchen.
“Hey Emily I’m home” I said as I stepped into the kitchen.
Emily turned around with a smile from the dishes she was washing “welcome home”
I went to the door looking out the window in it, it had started to snow.
“How was school” Emily asked
“Boring there really wasn’t much point in going…” I said my words slowing down something out on the edge of the woods had caught my attention.
Before Emily could ask me a question I had yanked the door open and sped out across the lawn to the woods. It wasn’t possible I saw them they were gone. My feet carried me across the wet cold ground soaking my socks. Their screams began to echo in my head again.
“Mama, Daddy” I whispered as I leapt over a fallen tree.
Every few minutes they would appear from behind a tree smiling at me.
Then a blood trail began to form on the ground and the tears began.
“No… No!” I said and I continued to run.
My cousin’s voice filled my head.
“Natalie stop!”
“No I can’t they need me!”
“Natalie it’s not real stop!”
My cousin’s demands didn’t have the same effect on me as it did the others. He had no ruling over me other than being my guardian. I lost my concentration and my foot got caught on a root causing me to fall face first into a slush puddle. I laid there looking up watching the image of my parents disappear. My legs were cramping and there was a tightening in my chest where my heart was. My tears came out stronger as I curled up clutching my chest as the images of that night were all too vivid.
I was laying down on my side my arms and legs were tied together with some scarves and I had tape over my mouth. I could see but my head was foggy and my limbs felt like jello. Two guys each had a statue or a large nic-nac in their hands and were hitting my parents with it. I tried to fight my bindings but I couldn’t move. I cried and screamed anything to get their attention from my parents. Due to the close proximity some of the blood had splattered onto me. Once they were satisfied with their beating the two made my parents kneel in front of me as they held me up in front of them holding onto my hair. They pulled out a gun and shot my mother twice in the chest the blood splattering onto me, my eyes went to my father as tears ran down my face I saw it in his eyes he was telling me good bye in a split second he was gone with a bullet in his head. I felt the butt of the gun hit me in the back of the head.
I don’t know how long I was laying in the slush when my cousin’s warm strong arms pick me up. I was shivering and my teeth were chattering.
“Shhh Natty its okay I’m here” Sam whispered
I dug my face into Sam’s chest sobbing. I knew once we got home because I was surrounded by warmth. I was carried into my room and I hear the door close and them felt a gentle soft hand caress my cheek.
“It’s okay Natalie your home” Emily’s voice cooed.
She then began to take my cold wet clothes off. She got me dressed into some pajama’s and tucked me into my bed. Once I heard her leave I hear my door open again and someone lay down on top of my covers and my cousin’s arms wrap around me.
“Its okay Natty, rest now” He said softly
“It’s my fault Sammy, I killed them, I couldn’t protect them” I cried
“It’s not your fault, you were drugged” He said
I turned around and tucked my head under his chin and continued to cry as he held me eventually just crying myself asleep.
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