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Find Myself In You	By : SensationalK Category: A through F > Black Dagger Brotherhood Views: 3874 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0
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Janelle was rocking her head as she ran on the treadmill down in the Commodore’s gym! Nicki Minjai‘s Super Bass was blasting in her head and she was trying to dance, rap and run all at the same time. She was excited for tonight, being a single woman now she was able to go out with her long time girl friends and do their annual ‘Slut Night’. She wasn’t expecting any births for until the new year, since little Tyson was born without a hitch a week ago making Rehvenge and Ehlena proud parents of a little boy.
She was hosting the girls before the all went out so Janelle had to cut her work out short to make it upstairs on time to be dressed on time. Taking the elevator to her floor, Janelle danced her way towards apartment she shook her ass as she pulled her keys out, she dropped it low and picked it up slow, searching for her house key on the key ring.
She just as she stuck her key inside her lock as a shadow loomed over her and a hand touched her shoulder. She screamed bloody murder, whipping around she waved her hands around trying to fend of her attacker, she stopped when she finally realized it was Zsadist behind her and looked down the hall Bella holding her stomach as it cramped from laughing hard.
“Don’t do that!” Janelle glared at Zsadist, and shot a look at a still laughing Bella.
“I thought I was going to die, you freaking ass!” she smacked his chest.
Janelle also noticed that Rhage and Mary were laughing across the hall probably had watched the hold thing.
Zsadist grinned his yellow eyes laughing at her, “I’ll wait next time until you dropped it low again” he chuckled as Janelle glared at him. “I wanted to ask if you could watch Nalla tonight, my Brothers and I wanted to the wives out for the night,” Zsadist asked.
Janelle felt bad that she had to say no, she shook her head. “I can’t I’m going out tonight myself with my girl friends. It’s our annual ‘Slut Night’ and I’m hosting the girls before we head out” she turned to open her door.
Bella face pouted as her shoulders dropped; she had probably really wanted to get out for the night.
“Slut Night?” Mary looked at her with an eyebrow raised, Janelle nodded.
“It’s a night that we’re allowed to dress sexy, pick up some men, get a little kinky and maybe get some tonight. We’re all single successful women and so damn horny,” Janelle explained, Mary laughed.
“Alright then, I’ll let you get ready then,” Zsadist chuckled and moved down the hall to his wife.
“I’ll apologize now, if we get a little too loud, but my girls are worse then men,” Janelle smiled at everyone.
“Thanks for the warning” Rhage smiled at her, as Janelle closed her door.
It was three hours later around ten when her girls started to trickle in. Janelle had chosen the color of the night, which was red. She wore a red tight cocktail dress, red and black wedges shoes, her hair and make up done tastefully.
On cue the rest of her girls came, champagne was popped open, and music started to play. It was around one when Janelle and the girls headed out. As they head towards elevator, it binged and the doors opened to let Zsadist, Rhage, V, Tohrment, Phury, Wrath, and Butch out, cases of beer, pizza, Chinese and Taco Bell bags in their hands.
“God Damn!” one of Janelle’s friends muttered under her breath as she caught a look of the Brothers. “Fuck me, no wait they can gang bang me” she added, making Janelle laugh.
“Heading out” Rhage asked Janelle, all of girls nodded mesmerized by each sexy brother.
“Have fun, ladies, be safe Janelle” Wrath shot her a look, Janelle gave him a blinding smile and headed into the elevator.
Janelle had the best night of her life, she had been hackled by her friends as soon as the elevator doors closed by not smacking their asses. She had gotten totally drunk, danced her ass off the whole damn night, and came home around seven in the morning after the girls decided that they wanted Denny’s to top of the night. Luckily they were the only ones at Denny; the poor cute waiter had been thoroughly blushing by their teasing, passes and their sexual innuendoes.
Still shit faced drunk, Janelle had made it home but now she was in front of her apartment trying to get the key into the door, but the damn door kept on moving away from her.
“Fuck it!” Janelle huffed, dropping her ass on the hallway carpeting, but the room started to spin she had to closed her eyes.
V and Butch came out of the apartment they were sharing wanting to head down to the gym; Jane following them since the poor woman at weekend duty at the Hospital, and stopped straight at the sight of a drunken Janelle sleeping at her door.
“It must have been a hell of night” Butch turned to look at his roommates.
“Damn skippy” V nodded, and then started to chuckle.
“I’m so going to get the camera” Jane moved back into the apartment.
V and Butch moved around the hallway, waking up their brothers.
“Who in the hell!” Wrath answered the door, thoroughly pissed, he had a long night, and Beth had woken him with her on top of him and the idiots that rang his doorbell just interrupted his ass from getting some. Butch held up a finger and pointed; Wrath poked his head out of the door, his jaw dropping, and laughter bubbling up from his gut.
He moved into the bedroom quickly, knowing that Beth wanted to see this.
When Beth got to the door, everyone was at their doors, cameras were flashing, and they were all trying to keep quiet from laughing to hard.
“Will someone bring the damn girl to her bed,” Bella spoke through her laughs, Tohrment moved to pick up the woman off of the floor while Cormia took the keys and opened the door. Tohrment brought her to her bed, as Cormia and Mary took the duty in tucking the poor gal in.
“These photos are so going on Facebook!” Rhage laughed as Jane showed him the pictures at she had took.
It was close to evening when Janelle finally made it out of bed; she had gotten around to showering in the afternoon and eating something, but promptly fell asleep before she could eat it all. She stretched and moved to the kitchen, having a craving for Chinese.
The door rang, and she moved to open the door, a flash hit her, blinding her.
“Cheese!” Qhuinn hollered at her.
She went to swat up upside the head, but the young man dodged her hand, “You’re an ass” she murmured, yawning.
Qhuinn laughed, “I got quiet a fine ass if you meant that” he winked at her making Janelle roll her eyes. “Anyway, Ehlena asked me if I could come get you; she’s a little help with Tyson.”
Janelle nodded, stepping out her door and closing it as she followed Qhuinn to the elevator and up to the Penthouse. As she moved towards the living room, the little man of the house was blaring his lungs out.
Janelle moved to the distraught Mother, “Rehvenge is in his office with some friends, I didn’t want to disturb him, he always can calm his son down if I can’t” Ehlena, looked tired and almost like she had been crying too. Poor thing probably couldn’t see her baby in pain.
Janelle took the little one in her arms, and started to bounce him as she moved around the room. Touching his stomach, she grimaced, “I think I might found the problem” she murmured to Ehlena.
Ehlena and Qhuinn followed her to Tyson’s nursery, and watched as Janelle laid the little cry man on the changing table. She undressed him, and opened up his diapers, she moved to grab a Q-tip and put some baby lotion on her upper side of her hand, and dipped the Q-tip covering the thing up with lotion.
“When Luke was a baby he had a lot of constipation problems, my parents were gone for a week on a cruise, when Luke had the problem again, he had to be at the most three months. I called my Mother up, since Luke wouldn’t stop crying, what she told me was the trick. All I had to put a little of Q-tip in his cute little butt wiggling it a little and rub his stomach at the same time. But she didn’t warn me about the affects, that little man blew out about three days worth’s of baby food and stunk up the whole house for days” Janelle laugh as she did the same thing to Tyson, who protested.
Ehlena watched carefully as Tyson calmed down, “Oh!” Janelle quickly pulled the Q-tip out, covered the Tyson as he did his thing.
“Oh…Jesus what in the hell did you feed him, Ehlena” Qhuinn moved out of the room, gagging. Ehlena and Janelle laughed, and the watched the red face baby turned to his normal color and a look of relief came over him.
“I think I’ll send some flowers to your Mother” Ehlena sighed as she held a clean and sleeping baby in her arms. Janelle chuckled, and patted Ehlena’s back as she settled the little man into his crib.
They walked to the living room together, “Janelle, so want some tea or coffee?” the beautiful woman asked her. Janelle shook her head.
“Nah, I’m fine; I think I’ll head back downstairs. I got a mad craving for Chinese food” she rubbed her stomach, she heard voices in the back and coming towards them. It was Rehvenge with his friends and business partners.
She waved at Rehvenge, sighing at how Ehlena hit the jack pot; when other men came into view. Last night hit so fast, and what she had done, her whole body lit up as blushed spread through her. Trez and iAm walked towards her with Rehvenge as they brought their heads around to look at her, a sly smirk stretched across their mouths and lust shimmered in their eyes. Janelle knew exactly why, no she hadn’t embarrassed herself or something like that. She had both brothers last night…at the same time and in their office. She had been spread out on their desk as Trez had pounded into her, and iAm had been in her mouth. And then they traded places, three times.
“I gotta go” Janelle moved quickly out and towards the elevator that she probably had burnt the carpet.
Rehvenge watched as his wife’s midwife, and now a close friend to both of them leave in a rush, burning some serious rubber. He then turned his head towards his best friends.
“What was that?” he asked Trez. “That girl we were just discussing…well that was her” Trez winked and grinned. Rehvenge swallowed.
Trez and iAm had came over to see his son, their Godson and also talk about the clubs they were managing for him while he took off to take care of Ehlena and his son. Rehvenge was man, they talked about manly things and the topic came up when he notice Trez and iAm so relaxed; he knew they had gotten laid and wanted the details. They had be thorough on how, where and which positions. Rehvenge knew that he would never see Janelle in the same way ever again.
Janelle made it to her apartment without falling, her heart was pounding. Jesus, if Trez and iAm looked as close as they were with Rehvenge he probably knew everything about last night. She opened the door, and she froze, the air in her apartment was off. She stepped in and went to make a grab for her maze that sat in her hallway shrunk. When someone hit her hard with something made out metal; she dropped to the floor like a bag of potatoes out like a light.
When her eyes fluttered open, her head was reeling. She moved to touch her head but her hands were bound to her headboard. Her mouth had been taped shut with thick sliver packaging tape. A sick feeling in her stomach made her heart race and her breath hitch. Her bedroom door opened, she saw her ex standing in the doorway. He glanced at her and his eyes narrowed with dark intent a book bag slung over one shoulder.
“You’ve been a bad girl, Janelle” Lash spoke dropping the bag on her vanity.
He opened the zipper and pulled out a knife, a riding crop, bull whip, and a variety of sex toys. Janelle fought the tears that came rushing to her eyes, she knew that she was going to be raped, or even killed. She tugged at the bindings, but Lash had tied them good and tight like a good fucking boy scout!
“You’ve been a very bad girl, Janelle. Daddy is going to teach you to be good girl again” Lash moved forward with the flogger in his hands.
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Rhage opened his door, stepping out, stretching a little. It was early in the morning, so he thought about using the gym before everyone else woke up and the damn room would be full. He heard the door open behind him; he turned around to greet Janelle, but stopped at the slight of unknown man.
“Morning” the other man nodded, slinging his book bag over his shoulders and moving down the hall to the elevators. Just as the man arrived, Tohrment walked out of the elevator wiping the sweat from his forehead.
Rhage narrowed his eyes as the man stepped into the elevator, pressing the button to the ground floor, then turned around and smiled at him. Not the friendly morning smile that you get from a great night of hot sex, but a sadistic smile the one that sent chills down your spine. Tohrment saw Rhage he watched his brother’s facial expression, he turned around and took a look of the man in the elevator before the doors closed.
“You’re up early” Rhage asked his Brother. The feeling of uneasiness leaving, but a churning in his gut started like something bad had happened.
“I was up all night, I gotta talk to Vin about thickening these walls up” he tap his knuckle on the hallway wall.
“Why?” Rhage asked.
Tohrment nodded towards Janelle’s door, “I didn’t hear anything, but that headboard of hers was banging against the wall. It kept me up all night,” Tohrment answered.
Rhage moved to Janelle’s door and put his ear to door, there was nothing, which wasn’t right, to calm, to quiet for Janelle. He knocked, “Janelle” he hollered through the door, but no answer.
“Bro, what’s wrong” Tohrment asked Rhage as he started to bang harder on Janelle’s door.
“I got a bad feeling with that guy, Tohr, he came out of Janelle’s apartment,” Rhage answered.
Tohrment’s face tightened into a strain.
“Janelle! Answer the damn door!” Rhage hollered banging against the door with his fist. He turned the doorknob to find it locked, “JANELLE!” he hollered.
“What in the fuck!” V ripped his front door open.
“She won’t open the door, V, I know something is wrong” Rhage answered.
“Rhage, sweetheart, what’s wrong?” Mary was now at their door in a silk robe, sleepy in her eyes as she yawned.
“I’m breaking down the door” Rhage stepped back now all of his Brothers were out in the hall wanting to know about the hell all the commotion was about.
Using all of his strength, Rhage kicked at the door twice before it gave away. Tohrment, Mary and Rhage moved in the apartment, “It smells” Mary held her nose closed. The living room was empty; they rushed towards the bedroom kicking the door open.
“Good God!” Mary hollered.
“JANE. JANE!” Tohrment screamed for his sister-in- law.
Janelle was lying on her bed covered in blood, God, there was so much blood. Her pretty face was covered blood, her wrists were bleeding as they were tied the bed post, and her naked body was caked in bloody deep cuts and lacerations almost like she had been whipped. A belt was wrapped around her throat she was jerking, blood pooling from her mouth. She was suffocating.
Rhage and Tohrment moved quickly, “Mary get a knife” Rhage commanded.
Tohrment was already moving to remove the belt from her throat. Mary returned with the knife and Jane storming in behind her, “Fuck!” she moved quickly to the bed, Mary already had the phone in her hand dialling 911.
“I’m losing her” Jane immediately started CPR as Janelle stopped breathing and her heart stopped pumping.
“Come on, Janelle, come on” Tohrment chanted as he watched Jane try to bring the bubbly neighbour back.
She’s too young, he thought. Rhage held Mary as the woman started to shake. The EMT’s blasted into the room, and Jane said she was a doctor and took control with now trained men to help her.
Rhage took Mary out of the room when they started to use the defibrillator on Janelle. Mary had just been through shit ass fight with leukaemia. She won but with a damn struggle. The doctors had lost her three times; it was to much watch knowing that Janelle was going through right now knowing exactly how it felt.
Tohrment followed as Jane sent him out. He stood in the hallway shaking slightly elevator made a noise and John, Blay, Rehvenge, Payne, Manello and Qhuinn rushed. Tohrment knew that V had called their brother-in-law, because the man went blazing into the apartment without a word.
Qhuinn took a look at Rhage and Tohrment, “What happened? What in the fuck happened?” Qhuinn hollered and went into rush inside the apartment. It took Wrath and Butch to hold him back. It was then Tohrment noticed that he and Rhage were covered in blood, their sweats, hands, and arms were caked in Janelle’s blood.
It took another thirty minutes before Jane emerged with Manello, looking somber, “I’m going to ride with her. We got her stable enough but I need to be there if she crashes again” Jane spoke mostly to V. He nodded reaching for her and kissing her forehead.
They stepped out of the way as the EMT’s emerged with a stretcher carrying Janelle. She was pasty, her face still covered in blood, but someone had tried to clean her face. You could now see the bruises and cuts that were on her face. She had a breathing tube in her mouth and one of the EMT’s was pumping the air balloon that was connected to it. The white sheet they covered her body with was soaking through with blood.
“Oh, Virgin,” Marissa murmured, her hand covering her mouth, she looked away.
They all watched as the wheeled Janelle away, when the elevator door closed; they all let out a breath. “What happen?” Wrath asked, Rhage looked at his second oldest brother.
“I think it has to do with the man I saw this morning. He came out of Janelle’s apartment,” he answered.
“It could have been her ex” Beth murmured, Mary nodded, “Janelle was telling us on Thanksgiving that he had a sadist side to him.”
“That phone call on the next day had been her ex also, he was threatening her too,” Phury said.
“Fuck!” Tohrment turned around and hit the wall hard.
“It’s not your fault, Tohrment, you didn’t know what was going on behind those walls” Rhage moved to brother.
Tohrment shook his head, “I could have done something, Rhage, I could have gotten up and went to the door to complain, or maybe listened harder to hear her screaming,” Tohrment put his hands on his face he started to shake.
“Listen, man, this is not your fault” Wrath moved in to comfort his brother.
“Fuck, Wrath, I listened to that bastard rape and torture Janelle! And I fucking did nothing!” Tohrment hollered, he ran into his apartment and slammed the door shut so hard that it rattled.
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