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It was Thanksgiving, and Janelle was in her kitchen hustling and bustling around, humming a soft tune to herself. She had Luther Vandross in the back ground singing one love song after another. As she based the Turkey one more time, she moved to her bed room. She had to shower and dress for her guests. She had asked her brothers stop by and bringing the old family table that could hold good twenty people in an ‘L’ form. Everyone else was bringing a chair with them since her parents didn’t have the chairs that matched the table anymore since eight of her ten children weren’t living at home.
Laying her clothes out on the bed, she went into her master bathroom and showered. Janelle had gone to the hair dresser and got her curly hair relaxed. Her thick curls were now thick waves of brown with blond highlights that ran down her back.
As she got out of the shower and toweled off, she looked at herself in the mirror. She tried to see that Qhuinn had spoke to about on the weekend. She was a 5’9 so a little over average height; her skin was lighter color that mocha due from being born of an interracial couple her Father being black and her mother white. Her frame was also average, she wasn’t skinny but she’s wasn’t obese somewhere right in the middle. She enjoyed her food she ate what she wanted but made sure she did hit the weight room downstairs every once a while. She cup her breast, she defiantly got them from her Mother, her mother had always been a woman with natural large breast, Janelle was a DD not as large as her Mother but she was getting there.
Janelle turned to the side and looked at her butt, Jesus! “Where in the hell did that come from!” she looked at her but, the thing has gotten huge, looking over her shoulder, “Make way, J-Lo, I’m coming for yah!” Janelle laughed at herself.
She put on a little make-up, red lip stick, dark eyes to bring out her hazel eyes and left her hair open. Stepping into her room, she opted for a black and white jumpsuit, she put it on, the black material of jumpsuit started just under her breast and went down tight around the hips and thighs and flared out on the bottom, while the long arm white material was ruffled around her cleavage tight on the arms, adding a fake diamond studded belt and slipped into a pair of pumps, she sprayed a little perfume and teased her hair.
“No sense in going half way” she told her self, looking into her vanity mirror as she out on her Mother’s diamond earrings studs, the matching necklace and diamond bracelet for the bling-bling effect.
Just as a Janelle was finished the door bell rang, “It’s open,” she hollered and heard it open.
She smiled as one person after another trickled in, “Greetings and Happy Thanksgiving” she opened her arms as Nalla jumped into them.
“Nellie!” she hollered, Janelle picked up Nalla up and kissed her hard on her cheek, laughing at the red smear of her red lip stick, she licked her thumb and wiped it clean much to Nalla’s dismay so she put of her down, and Nalla ran straight to the TV.
“Nellie!” Qhuinn playfully ran towards her and tried to jump her like Nalla did making her and everyone else laugh.
“Ass” she swatted his head, and he grinned at her.
Beth took the liberty of intruding her extended family, and Janelle was right, every single Brother was damn skippy sexy. “Yall got some more Brothers on the side that are single and available” Janelle looked at Rhage, who laughed, and shook his head.
“Nope, sorry” he patted her back, “God Damn” she snapped her fingers.
“Places are free to pick, anybody can sit anywhere” Janelle announced, as females set their dishes down, Janelle brought out her food. They spoke grace and started to eat like the wild dogs they were.
“Rhage said you told him that you’re the oldest of nine boys” Butch spoke to her, as Janelle nodded as she stuffed her mouth with a piece of turkey, “Yup.”
“Nine!” Cormia looked at her surprised.
“Yeah, Dad wanted only girls, so they had me, and another but that turned out to Trice, then came Tony, Frances, Daryl, Lamar, Richard, Hakim, Wayne” Janelle named all of her brothers, “Then they waited for two years then my Mother got pregnant at 33 again, we all thought it was going to be a girl, but we had Luke” she smiled.
“Are there any twins?” Phury asked.
Janelle shook her head, “Nope, all one by one. We calculated that my parents have been married for 30 years that she’s been pregnant almost half of her marriage” Janelle laughed at the thought.
“Is your Mother still planning for a girl?” Beth asked.
“God No!” Janelle shook her head in mock horror, “My Mother is fifty even for me that’s too old!” everyone on the table laughed.
“Ma always told me that she has three girls anyway, Me, Frances and Luke, so she doesn’t half to try again” Janelle giggled.
“Are they gay?” Blay looked at me, she nodded, “Luke more conservative gay like he doesn’t tell everyone that he’s gay, but Frances,” she snapped her fingers hard and rolled her neck, “Flaming!” she hollered. “Now that Fool will show up at a family reunion in a pink sequence shirt, tight white leather pants and some platform boots, snapping his fingers and rolling his neck” Janelle thought of her younger Brother.
“I take it that he has done it before” Marissa laughed.
Janelle nodded, “He made everyone of my Father’s side that was the holy do gooders hate him, and my Grandmother always favoured me and Frances, she laughed so hard that she had a heart attack” Janelle laughed again, as everyone looked at her wide-eyed. “It was only mild, but I never seen that woman laugh so hard” Janelle waved her hand, smiling.
“I do have to ask where did you get this table?” Wrath spoke to her, rubbing that the dark wood.
“My parents” Janelle answered, “I called my parents on Sunday if I could have the old family table, I was going to drive to NYC myself, but my brothers told that their going to be in the Caldwell area for Thanksgiving and they’ll bring it up for me” Janelle ripped into her fried chicken and hummed at the taste.
“Why aren’t they here celebrating with us?” Qhuinn asked.
Janelle wiped her mouth, “They’ll performing tonight at Caldwell’s City Hall, they’re coming tomorrow to spend the day with me,” she answered as she sipped her wine.
“What do they perform?” Qhuinn asked again.
“Trice and Tony are in a band with my cousin DJ and their long time best friend Jarred. They’re an R&B band that sings covers and their own songs, and I have to say the sound pretty good” Janelle spoke oddly proud for her brothers.
Conversation went to a halt when Nalla had been flipping through the channels and landed on the ESPN, the Bears and Packers were heading into the second quarter. Janelle noticed that the women were about to complain about the football game when Janelle herself got distracted as Devin Hester caught the ball in the return and started to haul ass.
“GO GO GO GO GO!!!! TOUCHDOWN DEVIN HESTER!!!!” Janelle hollered, she had been doing her victory dance on her seat as everyone stared at her. “I love Football, it’s a weakness. If I had to choose between Project Runway and Football” she gave everyone a meek look, “Football would win defiantly if the Bears were playing.”
“Marry me?” Qhuinn looked at her; Janelle laughed and swatted his head.
After the table was cleared, and little Nalla had fallen asleep, the hard alcohol was brought out. The men took over the couch as the women got their glasses filled with fruity drinks and started to talk.
“Janelle, tell me why a girl like you is single?” Beth looked at her.
Janelle laughed, “Around this time of the year I’m busy with my patients usually giving birth. I hadn’t had the time to look properly for a sugar Daddy” she made the women laugh. “Plus, I just came out of a relationship, and men are far from my mind right now” Janelle thought about her ex, shivers ran down her spine.
“Do tell, please?” Mary shot her a look.
“Let’s say he wasn’t that lovable; he treated me more like a slave then a woman. I thought I could change him, but after two years I hauled my ass out of there” Janelle shook her head, “After we broke off it got sort of dangerous to be in my house. He kept coming on by the house, banging on the door, threatened me if I had another man I would regret it. Vin got scared and blackmailed me to move and get out of there” Janelle spoke.
“Thank God you did!” Marissa spoke up.
“You know that I started the Safe House because of women that are not as smart as you. I’ve seen what real bastards can do to there wives, I swear if Butch ever tries to lay a hand on me” Marissa said shaking her head as she cut herself off.
“He wouldn’t stand a chance, we all would beat his ass” Beth nodded her head holding out her drink, Janelle and the others cheered to that.
“Though, we got lucky with our men, we got the good ones,” Jane murmured, taking a glance at Vishous.
Janelle felt envy as the women looked at their husband with a gleam of love in their eyes. “Do they have a younger brother yall haven’t told me about?” Janelle piped, they laughed hard. “No, but Tohrment is single” Bella looked at Janelle with a wink.
Janelle winked back and thought about it. Tohrment was so fragile right now from Beth she found got that he lost his wife and their unborn son when a drunk driver had smashed into her at the end of last year. The man still seemed wounded, so Tohrment was off limits, that man needed time right now to heal from his lost.
“Why did you decide to go into nursing, Janelle?” Janelle was taken out of her thoughts at Jane words.
“My Mother” she grinned, “My Mother is a nurse, and as a little girl, I use to hang around the little clinic that my Mother still works at. After high school, I enrolled in nursing school and fell in love with it. Then I did a quick-peek day on the Paediatrics’ ward and from then on I decided that I wanted to be a midwife. After another year of schooling, I got my degree for child birth” Janelle smiled. She tapped Ehlena’s belly, “This little one will be my second one since I moved here,” Ehlena grinned at her, her own hand rubbing her stomach.
“Your Mother is German right?” Bella asked her.
Janelle nodded, “How did you know?” she titled her head to the side.
“I saw you once when I was heading out on your cell phone blasting off in German, you were talking to fast for me to understand anything” she giggled and blushed.
“So you’re bilingual?” Jane asked her.
Janelle shook her head, “Trilingual. Mama is Russian-German. I grew up with Russian, German and English” she corrected her. “Opa was a typical German man and Oma was a typical Russian woman. Mama came out came out a blond and green eyed loving Vodka and Bratwurst gal. Now my Daddy is just a conservative black man. I always say that he has a stick up his butt even though I am a true Daddy’s girl. My wild side is from my Mother’s side though” Janelle started laughing at the memory when they were last in Germany visiting them, God, she had so much fun.
“Do you ever want to return to Germany?” Bella asked.
Janelle shrugged her shoulders, “Maybe, Maybe not, there are a lot of benefits over there but right now I’m content with my situation right now,” the females nodded as she spoke.
“I want to visit Germany. I went there for a half a year during my pre-med years, it was so beautiful” Jane murmured, Janelle waggled her eyebrows knowing exactly why Jane wanted to go back there, making the woman wink at her.
“I don’t know about you girls, but I ready to hit the hard alcohol! I can’t stand these fruity drinks anymore!” Janelle got up, started to make glasses for the women. After a couple of glasses, the dice were brought out and the women started to play Yatzee. It wasn’t until the women got louder and drunker then the men that they started to come back to the table.
“What are you women laughing about?” Wrath walked to his wife, standing over her shoulders, he brought up his hands to rubbing her shoulders.
“Penises!” Marissa hollered out, made table laughing hard again.
“We were talking about what it would like if women would have penises,” Beth nodded her head rapidly, her vision blurring at the movement and she nearly fell out of her chair if Wrath hadn’t had a grip on her shoulders.
Janelle laughed again, and got up from the table and made a line on her upper thigh with her hand, “I want this long; I want to be able to pee from one foot away” she nodded, she also stumbling from the movement.
“Janelle wants a penis…”Mary looked at Rhage, seriously, “Ah…Okay” Rhage looked at his Brothers, and they gave him a grin.
They had never seen the women so toasted before or Janelle, not like they saw her everyday anyway.
“Girls, I got a penis and it even vibrates, its lot better than what yall have” Janelle pointed towards the men. “Yall always want to stick it somewhere; Ohh let me put it in your pussy, let me stick in your mouth, your ass or between your titties. Well if I don’t want that shit with my man, I lay it on top and turn it on high!” Janelle laughed hard; the women hollered with her because knew exactly what she meant.
“Ehlena have you been drinking alcohol?” Rehvenge looked at his pregnant wife.
Ehlena shot him a glare, “No! I’m laughing because seeing these women drunk is funny! I never laughed this hard before in my life!” Ehlena rubbed her big belly, her sides cramped from laughing so hard.
“Well ladies, I think it’s time to get you all home and into bed with a bucket on the bed side” Wrath murmured stunned at the slight before him.
“Well, pumpkins, your men are right,” Janelle stumbling over to her bed room. Zsadist already had conked out Nalla in his arms.
“Just close the door behind yall” Janelle stumbled into her room, and fell into her bed.
It was close to noon when Janelle rose from the dead, marching straight into her bathroom to shower. After drying off, she knew that the only way to get rid of the sleepiness was a big ass pot of coffee. Janelle has never been the ones for hangovers with the headache, but was the one that could sleep all day and the next if she drank too much like she did the other night. Putting on an old jersey from her brother’s collage days, she stumbled out of the bedroom and into her open kitchen and living room.
She stopped at the slight of the seven men in her house, cleaning, doing the dishes and putting them away, “Hun?” she rubbed her eyes, “I’ve died gone to the wrong heaven. What happened to the rest of the 65 of yall” Janelle yawned out.
“What?” V looked at her. Janelle waved her hand at the men, smirking.
“Here, I thought the women would be helping me?” Janelle moved to the coffee that Tohrment handed towards him, she smiled at him gratefully.
“Well those women are dead in their beds. I planted Beth in her bed side, and she hasn’t even moved since last night” Wrath chuckled.
“Yall want me to help?” Janelle asked.
“No, you cooked yesterday, you relax alright” Butch nodded towards the couch.
“You’re brothers came earlier, and got the table. They said that they’ll stop by next week when their in the area,” Rhage spoke to her, Janelle nodded.
She pouted at the thought of not spending the weekend with them. Dammit it was Friday; she wanted to go out with them.
Janelle ended up helping the men move her furniture back to the right place, when her phone rang. She looked at the number and shook her head.
“You’ve got to be kidding me?” she let it rang.
“Who’s that?” Tohrment asked, she held up a finger and pointed at the answering machine.
After her answering machine picked up, “Janelle, I know you’re home you fucking whore! Pick up the fucking phone! Who are you fucking, bitch! You’re fucking mine! You’re mine bitch! If any body touches you, I’ll kill you and him! You lousy mix breed bit….”
The answering machine cut off her ex-boyfriend. “You need to go to the police, Janelle” Butch looked at her, shocked.
Janelle shrugged her shoulders, “I already got a restraining order against him, I block all of his numbers, but it seems that he figured out my new number” Janelle shook her head, sighing, “And since he found out my new number, I bet he’d figured out where I moved too” Janelle hung her head.
“I need to call Vin, and let him know to up the security” she murmured to herself, when her work phone buzzed telling her that she just received a text.
Tohrment handed her cell, she opened the Razr and read the text. After reading, she looked at Rehvenge and then sent a text back. She moved to her closet, and grabbed her work bag, “Well, I’m heading to the Penthouse” she smiled at Rehvenge, “You’re wife’s water just broke, come on” she nodded to the door. Rehvenge blinked, then moved like Janelle had never seen the handicapped man move before.
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