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Solitude Souls	By : lostsoul6 Category: M through R > Poppy Z. Brite Views: 2070 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0
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Disclaimer: Nothing, Twig, and Molochai are characters by Poppy Z. Brite.

Solitude Souls

“ First, are you our sort of person?
Do you wear
A glass eye, false teeth or a crutch,
A brace or a hook,
Rubber breasts or a rubber crotch...” -- “The Applicant” by Sylvia Plath

“ All the beautiful strangers
Who held me for a night
And fell down in the darkness
Of pillows soft and white. – “ The Beautiful Strangers” by Rod McKeen

THE three young, beautiful men sit a few tables away from me and as always, they laugh and joke around. The youngest, I estimate 16 or 17, is very alluring and I would definitely sleep with him than the other two. His name is Nothing. Such a dark, pathetic name for a boy so pretty, but it so fits him. Molochai and Twig are the other two who are in their 20’s. They seem more exotic and abusing than their young friend or lover, maybe. I see there ire in Starbucks every Friday and Saturday. Sometimes I would follow them to their apartment on Bourbon. Sometimes I would watch them dance half-naked, drunk on the balcony and I wish I was up there dancing with them. When I’m not obsessing over them, I work at a Cajun restaurant on Jefferson or hang out with my best friend and lover, Joshua. Josh loves to call me Chrissy over my real name, Christopher. Which I don’t mind, but it does get old as well as our sex life. Not that I’m complaining about sex, just sex over and over with Josh gets boring and very emotional. He tends to cry when I fuck him and so, I let him fuck me instead. When he fucks me, I vision Nothing above meteritering me and plunging deep inside me making me scream with pleasure and pain. Josh will whisper very dirty sexual turn-ons in my ears and I’ll always succeed in calling Josh’s name out loud; than my dream lover Nothing, when I orgasm. Sex is a huge thing in my life, but for a year I’ve only slept with Josh cause he loves me and in my own unexplainable way, love him too.
Nothing and them get up to leave, which draws me out of my thoughts and to Nothing’s face. Which is staring at me and he’s smiling. Twig whispers something in Nothing’s right ear and they both chuckle. Whatever he said, about me or not, I don’t really give a fuck and keep my eyes on Nothing. He gives me an invisible kiss and they walk out the door. I get up, leave a tip and follow them through The French Quarter. I think Nothing knows I follow them, but just lets me be and never confronts me. Nothing is dressed all in black, black fishnet shirt and not too tight leather pants. The others are dressed in wildly, bright colors such as orange, pink, yellow and green. Twig has blonde hair with pink bangs and Molochai has lime green hair with blue tips. Their so fucking sexy and Nothing is even sexier. Though all in black and black hair still makes me d. Go. God, how I want to fuck him or him me or all of them together… Am I too obsessive? I think so, but oh fucking well.
They now enter their apartment complex and I think about knocking on their door. Would they invite me in? Would they just laugh and turn me down? Or maybe, just maybe seduce me in and rape me… The thought of rape is disturbing, but by them I would provoke them. No resistance at all. So, I just stand on Bourbon with other people who are drunk, high and yelling every which way to get others full attention. Just as I was getting annoyed by the noise and going to leave, Nothing walks out onto his balcony and leans over the rail to watch the crowd. I step out to where he can spot me and spot me he does. He smiles, and then looks behind his shoulder for the others, I guess and then turns back around to stare at me. His eyes are intense green now, usually their blue, but change often. I have plain brown eyes and attract view by them. Though my brown eyes are very dark and mysterious. That’s how I lure my lovers and friends. With my dark, mysterious brown eyes.
Nothing removes his shirt and his smooth, bare, lean muscled chest and small nipples makes my mouth water. Others below look up at him too, but they don’t have the want or need that I so lust for him. They just see him like a quick fuck and nothing more. But to me, Nothing is so much more and if only he knew I existed or that I wanted to know him and his companions.
“ Isn’t he fucking hot, man? I would so fuck his brains out and he would beg for more, “ A young, college man exclaims to me and moves along to find his sporty friends. I wanted to yell to him that Nothing would most likely kill him before he could touch him, but I kept that to myself and looked back up to Nothing. For some odd reason, I felt as if he read my mind and now he beckons with his pointer finger to me. I probably look way confused at this gesture, but quickly shakeawayaway and go closer to him. He points to the ladder leading up to his balcony, I nod and start climbing the rusty thing to my dream lover. As I reach the top, he helps me up and I slip into his skinny arms. He holds me close and he lays his head against my neck. I’m now breathing heavy and slow, hoping he says something before me. To my surprise and relief, he does.
“ Hello, Christopher. Should I just call you Chris or how bout’ Chrissy?,” Nothing lointointo my face and he starts running his fingers through my sandy brown hair. I grin and trail my hands along his bareback.
“ Chris, please. My boy…. Lover calls me Chrissy and I’m not too fond of it. Do I just call you Nothing ?,” I ask and he tilts his head so it now rests on my left shoulder.
“ Nothing is my name, so yeah. Call me that. So, you’ve been following us a lot, Chris. Stalking is more like it. But Molo and Twig just think you’re a mad, lunatic or something, looking for young men like us to sodomize. Not true, is it? ,” Nothing now steps back a few inches, but keeps his hands on my hips.
“ Hell no. No lunatic and definitely do not sodomize, but just a solitude guy searching for unique, individuals like you and your friends. Beautiful you three are.” I lower my head so my bangs hide my eyes and he pulls the strands away and kiss’s me softly… I hold back, not wanting to invade his mouth with my tongue just yet and he stops the kiss anyway.
“ Your so fucking beautiful too, Chris. You just don’t want to recognize your beauty and won’t accept it either for you find too much beauty in others. Am I right? ,” Nothing sits on a white, steel bench and I sit next to him.
“ I suppose that’s how I am about my beauty, but I… I don’t really admire myself too much. Know what I mean? I just like to keep to myself and hope others find me attractive. “ I grasp his right hand with my left and kiss his right cheek. “ Am I that beautiful, Nothing?”
“ Yes, very beautiful and so interesting. Two years you’ve been following, studying and lusting for us, but all we did was ignore you, Chris. When I first knew you were intrigued with us, I was kind of cautious about you and wanted to confront you, but then I realized you were different than most humans and just wanted to be taken notice of. You seemed to live a very solitude life, a solitude guy as you mentioned, and your need to know us was and still is why your alive.” Nothing stops talking and looks to the sliding doors. I look to and see Molochai standing there with a smirk on his devious face.
“ Well, well. If it isn’t our friendly stalker of two years. Christopher, is it? ,” Molo walks up to us and bends over so his and I nose’s barely graze.
“ Chris, I prefer, but call me whatever suits your fancy, Molochai. Should I call you Molo? ,” I stare right into his bright green eyes and it feels I’ve fallen under a spell of his.
“ Molo’s fine. So, what you two discussing? Twig’s passed out and I got bored with the chartreuse. Decided to see what our pretty Nothing was up to and when I heard two voices, I knew, just knew it was you, Chris. Finally got the balls to come to us, huh? ,” Molo kiss’s me and slips his tongue in my mouth. I taste the liquor and some kind of candy cream in his mouth. Kind of like Nothing’s, but more tasteful. When he breaks the kiss, I lick my lips and taste blood. Did he bite me? Hell, I wouldn’t have felt it with all the dizziness and confusion and happiness running through me at this moment. Molochai stands straight and removes his shirt. I gaze at his muscled biceps, hairless chest and the few piercings that I would love to suck on. He grins and plays with his bellybutton ring. I’m tempted to just lean over and draw that ring in my mouth.
“ You like, huh? How bout’ you and I go inside and mess around? ,” Molo asks and my eyes lit up. Nothing stood up and pulled me up with him.
“ Fuck no. I’m the one who invited him here, so he’s mine. Well, for tonight anyways. Just go back to Twig and fuck with him.” Nothing’s boyish voice is so demanding and Molo just nods his head and goes back inside without another word. Nothing laughs and wraps his arms around me. “ What do you to to do? Your our guest and guests always choose what and who they want. Do you want me, Chris? Or Molo?
“ Nothing, only you, “ I answer and kiss him. This time slipping my tongue in his mouth so our tongues French. Nothing moans and I moan with him. I feel myself sexually aroused and grip Nothings bare back with my nails.
“ Ah, ruff are we? Mmm... love that in a lover. Let’s go to my room and try not to wake the others, ok? “ Nothing leads me inside and once we get in his room, we start to undress. Before I can get my shirt off, Nothing gently pushes me on the bed and straddles my bony hips. He helps me remove my shirt and all that I have on is my boxers.
“ Nice boxies, Chris. Red ribbons tied around bloody rose stems are just my favorite ,” he smiles and I crack a slight smile myself. I place my hands on his slender thighs and slide my fingers along his legs. He archs his back and then goes down taking my boxers in the progress. Josh never, ever was so good at blowjobs, but Nothing now moves back up and graces his tongue to my balls to the tip of my dick. I now arch my back, but settle back down when he takes me in his mouth. As he sucks me, I run my fingers through his black hair and then raise my armer mer my head. It usually takes Josh 15-20 minutes to make me cum. Nothing tops that by 5. When he’s done, he lies on top of me and I roll him under me so I can take my turn pleasuring him.
“ Wait... Before you do that, will you bite my nipples. “ Nothing gives me that puppy eye land and I move up to his cream colored nipples. I lick his left one first, then massage it with my mouth and finally gently bite down. Nothing hisses and cries out in delight. “ Hell, you can most definitely bite harder. Don’t worry, Chris. I can take the pain you inflict. “ I do as he asks and bite a little bit harder. Its so plucked between my teeth and now it starts to turn red. I’ve never drawn blood from any of my lovers, but Nothing was much different than them. As the coppery taste of his blood touched my tongue, my eyes fluttered, then I swirled it around in my mouth and tongue.
“ Mmm… your blood is so sweet. I’ve never done that before, “ I confess shyly and Nothing lifts his upper body toward me.
“ You never drunk blood before? “ Nothing tilts his head and his beauty just captivates me even more.
“ No, I have, but not during sex. Used to hang out with blood ghouls on Decatur in 98’ and drink, sample it everyday for two years,” I kiss him and he nudges my mouth open so he can speak.
“ How old are you? Not that I care, “ Nothing sucks on my lower lip.
“ 19 and a half. I’ll be 20 in June. Nothing? “ I whisper his name.
“ Mm-hm?” he replies.
“ I love you…,” I pull back to see his full reaction. Nothing shrugs and grasps my hard-on with his right hand.
“ I love you too, Chris. Now fuck me and make our love stronger, “ he lays back down and I top him. I don’t enter him immediately; instead I go down on him and get his asshole wet with my spit. As his sweet anal opens for invasion, I lift his legs to fit around my hips and slowly enter him… I like to tease the anal with the tip and then plunge all the way in. As I do, Nothing cries out loud enough to wake the others, but I keep pumping myself into him and make him cry out for more.
“ Fuck yeah! Faster, Chris, “ Nothing demands over and over again, and I go faster and harder. He orgasms before me and his sperm slides sown my stomach to make its new home in my pubic hair and between his ass. When I cum inside him, he cums there too and now he’s more easier to fuck, but I plunge one last time and just stay there. He reaches down and removes my dick out of him.
“ Your fucking fantastic in bed, Chris. I knew you would be. Now what do you want to dNothNothing lays beside me and wraps his right arm around my waist. Being this close to him is all I really wanted and now that I have him, I don’t ever want to leave his side.
“ I don’t know… Maybe I should meet Twig. You think?”
“ I guess you could. But I warn you, Twig is very childish sometimes and very protective too. As goes for Molochai,” Nothing chews on a strand of his hair and sits up. “ Lets go then.”
We both only dress in boxers and go to the living room where Twig and Molo are sprawled out on the floor. Twig is now awake and smoking a cig. Molo is still drinking the rest of the chartreuse and his eyes are even greener. Nothing drags me to the black leather couch and we sit.
“ Twig, this is Chris. He’s going to be with us from now on, “ Nothing explains and Twig smiles, which his smile is so sexy.
“ Hello Chris. I’m Twig or Twiggy. Why have you been following us?” Twig puts his cig in a soda can and moves closer to Molo. He lays on backback and places his head on Molo’s lap.
“ Because I find you all beautiful and want to get to know you better. Will you let me do that, Twig? Let me be your friend and… lover,” I hesitate on lover, for really Nothing is who I want to sleep with and nobody else, but I wouldn’t care if Twig or Molochai wanted me for their lovers too.
“ Oh, I see. Heard you two fucking and now you want to fuck us too. Great, another one of these, Nothing. Can’t you do better than him?” Twig turns on his stomach and glares at me.
“ Shut up, Twig. You know you want Chris as much as I, so be nice to him or else leave. What about you?” Nothing asks Molo and he shrugs.
“ Sure, but have you told him yet? Cause he needs to know if he wants to stay with us.” Molo yawns and takes a swallow of chartreuse. I look at Nothing and he squeezes my left hand.
“ What’s he talking about? Don’t keep anything from me, please.” Nothing nods his head and takes a breather before answering.
“ Well, Chris. Molochai, Twig and I drink blood. To stay alive longer and keep our youth.” Nothing tells me this in concern and I chew on my bottom lip. None of us spoke for at least a minute and finally I just break the silence.
“ I can live with that. I mean, I think that’s cool and it doesn’t bother me at all. I’ve drunk blood many times, but not how you all do it… Not to kill, that is, “ I take my hand away from Nothings and run it through my hair.
“ Wonderful. I thought you were going to freak out or something and beg us not to kill you, “ Molo says and starts to stand up, which Twig’s loses his pillow. “ Do you want to be what we are? What to have immortality and never again be afraid of death? For I’m sure Nothing wants to make you into one of us and love you more than us too probably.”
“ Not true, Molochai. Though, yes. I want you to be one of us, Chris. But only if you want it. I never force anything on anyone, unless they want me to, “ Nothing takes my face in both his hands and gives me a quick kiss, “ and I would do anything you wanted or asked for, Chris. You don’t have to decide now, but I need an answer by the end of this week. For we’re going to Missing Mile in NC then to visit some friends of ours, “ Nothing looks at the others and they shake their heads as if in disagreement, “ Ok, my friends I meant and I think it be best if you were a vampire before you meet them.”
It’s the first time he calls themselves vampires and I feel myself being drawn to them even m
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“ Do it now. There’s no way I would deny such an offer and why would anybody want to. For me to be immortal is like… being born again and starting my life all over again. But having a life that finally amounts up to something, “ I’m so fucking excited now and they can tell I really need to be with them. As a vampire or not. I just needed to be with them and forget my entire past. Molochai stands in front of me and then so does Twig. Molo grabs my shoulders and lifts me up into his arms. He kisses my throat, then my lips and sucks on the blood I drew on my bottom lip. Twig now takes me and does the same, but he slides his fingers down my back and chest then my thighs. I moan in his mouth and hold him tighter.
“ Hey guys. Now give Chris to me.” Nothing wraps his skinny arms around my waist from behind and kiss’s my neck before biting down. I cry out and go limp in Twig’s arms, but Nothing keeps me balance and takes me back to the couch. He lays me down and gets on top of me. He straddles my hips and bites hard into his right wrist. As the blood drips in my mouth, I groan then lean up and start sucking the wound with utter desperation and lust. When I cant take anymore, I lay back down and my body starts convulsing, but I’m still aware and in control of my body and mind. What seemed like hours, I didn’t move and just kept my eyes closed. Nothing was still on top of me and whispered comforting words of love and soothed me with a soft kiss’s on my body.
When I opened my eyes and looked into Nothing’s, I knew I was now a vampire and everything was going to be different. But much more better for me…. And even them.
```TBC

“ If love gives you life or takes lifetimes to you. I’ll give life or take life to you.” -- Rod Mckeen
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